Thunderstorms & fan noise

Mmmm…sitting in bed blogging while I listen to a thunderstorm and my fan. Total relaxation right now. A massage would be better than blogging but I’m not complaining.

Finished my FAFSA tonight finally…hope its not too late. I’m just so ready for my teaching program to start up soon. I’m nervous as hell. Just ready to dive in and take it on…be done worrying. I want to teach so bad and want to be GOOD at it. Right now I feel so unprepared and unexperienced. I want that to change and not just have excitement but have everything I need to start my career. I will after 2 years in this program. Its gonna be hard and very time consuming but…it will be so worth it. Well, the pay wont really be but its an income and its liveable. Plus…SUMMERS and HOLIDAYS OFF. Yessssss. Oh I cant wait.

Trying to get back on the weight loss wagon. I really have to focus to be successful with weight loss. I have to be determined. And to be honest, starting my program soon is making me motivated. I will need to get professional clothes to look nice in the schools and also…these kids will always be looking UP at me…and we all know how much THAT angle sucks. So, I will no longer be able to avoid that angle and I want to be a good role model for my students to be healthy and feel good about myself. 

So I’m doin thaaaat…what else. I dont think I talked about my new puppy yet on here! Her name is Fiona (my nephew named her, from Shrek) and she is a yorkie maltese mix. She is so adorable and sweet. SO full of love. And shes a pretty good puppy too. 

Well..now i’m just rambling and not even “blogging”. So i’m gonna go to sleep. I need the beauty rest! Plus it helps with weight loss right? ;)